I survive off of you.

There have been days when I am convinced I am over you. Then it comes back and hits me all at once, letting me know I never will be. You are the only one who can turn me on. I love you, no matter how sad it makes me. I cannot give up hope of being with you one day. I cannot give up hope that maybe one day you will change your mind. Giving up on that means giving up on a big part of what I live for. I survive off of you.   I will miss you.